My so called fairytale life is full of sadness, depression, confusion, and manipulation. i feel isolated from this world that we all live upon. their are billions of people that are born each day, yet i feel like their is no one. i wish someone could reach out to me and tell me oh i do understand, or i'm hear love. someone their that is interested in me as much as i am interested in them. equal distribution of love on each side. maybe i'm just lacking the three letter word m o m or maybe its that i don't feel the four letter word l o v e. either or i'm just lost and confused, i just need someone who will not judge me, or criticize me just someone that will look all the way down in the deepness of their heart to try to understand my situation and the reasons behind each of my actions and still love me and accept me for who i am genuinely as a person.